HELLOhellohello is there anybody out there... awwww pink floyd

so I've been antisocial for a while now (except a few trusted unfortunates)
"let down hanging around crushed like a bug in the ground"(radiohead"letdown")don't you just hate it and love it when some talentless bastards create music that completely summarizes your mind set and you say "FUCK, that's the reason I can't stop music" you keep going for the small chance that something you create will speak to someone
anyway, I uncomfortably relate to that whole fucked song
what doesn't kill you makes for better song writing right?
yeah yeah I hate people and all
but it's exhausting
and I'm getting sick of it
I thought I'd pay lj a visit or two
it might be good to look back on when things in my life are going better
like real soon
then I could say "God it's so good to be where I'm at now" and appreciate it
and it's good to hear encouraging words from friends
especially when you get used to thinking most people are crap
little things like that really do matter
so THANKS GUYS it means more than you know
and I'll try to keep my journal up
XOXO with tongue and gropes and all